
R1168.
Michael Rosen's Sad Book。Michael
Rosen‧
Quentin Blake。Canelewick
Press。2005。29頁。13/06/21-13/06/21。
幾分鐘就可以看完的書。也可以是幾個小時才看完。
作者的兒子Eddie突然過世,他回想和兒子相處的快樂時光,描述兒子死後埋藏在強顏歡笑的日常生活之下,這種難以言喻的悲哀。
圖畫書中的圖片更加強這些意念,看著看著,悲傷像是一大罐顏料倒進清水中,先是染了一小片顏色,然後全散開,變成一缸子顏色水,就這麼著,渾身都悽涼起來。
以前不是那麼懂「不可承受之輕」這句話的意思。現在好像懂了一點──對他人來說是很輕的悲傷,但是對自己而言,這種輕,是永遠存在而難以承受的。
Where
is sad?
Sad
is anywhere.
It
comes along and finds you.
When
is sad?
Sad
is any time.
It
comes along and finds you.
Who
is sad?
Sad
is anyone,
It
comes alond and finds you.
Sad is a place
that is deep and dark
like the space
under the bed
Sad is a place
that is high and light
like the sky
above my head
When it’s deep and dark
I don’t dare go there
When it’s high and light
I want to be thin air.
This last bit means that I
don’t want to be here.
I just want to disappear.